interruption to my presence
i thought i wanted you. i could have sworn in the depths of my soul that i knew you were right
but im waiting. im waiting to see you, waiting to hear from you, waiting to touch you, longing to hold you
im in a holding period
im interrupting my life for you. i thought i wasn't, and i thought i was fine, but i want so badly what i've seen, and i dont want to wait
last night introduced me to an ache that i havent experienced since you left
a full body, heart throbbing, eyes holding in waterfalls that want so badly to burst out
i watched them, they shared love that beckoned in angels
danced around them with hearts so full, eyes so glistening, love so palpable
hands on her legs loving her, wanting her, receiving her, enjoying her
love so deep and un-penetratable like a submarine tracing the interior of the oceans depths
i love i want so whole heartedly, a love i will hunt for, a love i will find