interruption to my presence

i thought i wanted you. i could have sworn in the depths of my soul that i knew you were right

but im waiting. im waiting to see you, waiting to hear from you, waiting to touch you, longing to hold you

im in a holding period

im interrupting my life for you. i thought i wasn't, and i thought i was fine, but i want so badly what i've seen, and i dont want to wait

last night introduced me to an ache that i havent experienced since you left

a full body, heart throbbing, eyes holding in waterfalls that want so badly to burst out

i watched them, they shared love that beckoned in angels

danced around them with hearts so full, eyes so glistening, love so palpable

hands on her legs loving her, wanting her, receiving her, enjoying her

love so deep and un-penetratable like a submarine tracing the interior of the oceans depths

i love i want so whole heartedly, a love i will hunt for, a love i will find